Resah
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For the very first time in my life, I feel worry about something other than my relationship with boy(s).
I am worrying my life.
Seems like I can't manage my life. I can't even sleep in peace. Nightmares always hunt me. Literally. Every night I dream about my family, my friends, my jobs, my study, and anything about my deep dark fears. I always wake up at 2 A.M and 4 A.M, my weight decreasing everyday no matter how much I eat, and my hair loss become worse than before.
I hate it when I'm start worrying about my life. I hate it when I'm start thinking about what should I do tomorrow or what would I become in 3 years. I can't live life like this. I just can't.
And I can't stop crying.
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