Tumblr
01.17
I always check my tumblr before I go to bed. That
activity stopped for a while when there's chaos caused by presidential election.
Last time I saw it, my dashboard was full of images,
quotes, and news about election. Ah, election. My head were so dizzy when I
read or heard about people judging and black-campaigning each other. Election
made people insane and hate each other.
This night I choose to open my tumblr again. I want
to post silly conversation that I had with my friend. When it opened, the first
post I saw was from my crush's sister.
I read it carefully.
"Hello, tumblr! Long time no post." She
said. "I have good news for you. First, I have a boyfriend! Yeah, I know I
already post it before. But I'm very proud to myself because we've been
together for 16 months!"
"And second, I visited my brother in Singapore
last month. 13 days 12 nights and I was so happy that I could cry. He's so far
away from home, and I felt alone. But after I met him, I knew that distance
only a number, because we have home in our heart."
My heart beats stops for a while.
Actually, I want to cried so hard. I miss him. The last time
I saw him was on his graduation day, one year ago. I forgot to buy a flower and
decided to run after his faculty marched to congratulate him without brought
anything. Right before I reached him, suddenly his girlfriend appeared in front
of me. She looked at me, then passed by.
When they marched in front of me, I just stood still
and didn't say anything. I know his girlfriend (or even his ex girlfriends)
didn't like me. They hated me. So I decided to watch him passed without talked
to him.
We never meet again after that day. And now, he's in
Singapore. So far away.
My friend said that after he finished his job in
Singapore, he'll come back to Indonesia and marry his girlfriend. They've been together for 5 years.
My crush has a job. His girlfriend got her master degree last year. What else?
So,
after I finished my tumblr post and re-read his sister post, I closed the
tumblr page with full of regret.
I take English course class and my teacher encourages me to write something in English, so I decided to put this -apaan neh bahasanya pabalatak banget- story in blog. Phew. Pfffttt.
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